some more SF

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to to stand one and equal to that what I have become, my real nature BECAUSE OF FEAR OF my acceptances and allowances

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to use fear as a hiding place so that I could justify my survival and self-interest of mind.

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to justify my existence and use fears as a acceptable way to get away with it.

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to stay in my comfort zone this way

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to never questioned a fear for what it really is.

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed to justify fear as a excuse to remain everything as it is and therefore never had the intention to really change at all.

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself that survival of the perceived me always prevailed above LIFE

I forgive myself that haven’t allowed myself to see that the truth of me as literally lived was one of self interest wrapped in a acceptable emotion as fear.

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed to believe that fears are here to protect me.

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed to listen to the feeling of fear out of the belief that I would then listen to my ‘inner voice’

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see that this listening to my inner voice is listening obeying others as in a slave that listens to her master. And that this inner voice is of ‘god’ of system. And its only interested in self-survival.

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed that self-interest only is interested in survival of self which is the self of mind of sysems of god and it needs you to allow and accept to participate.


I forgive myself that haven’t allowed myself to see that the truth of me as literally lived was one of self interest wrapped in a acceptable emotion as fear.


I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed to believe that fears are here to protect me instead of realizing that fear only protects systems.

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed to listen to the feeling of fear out of the belief that I would then listen to my ‘inner voice’

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see that this listening to my inner voice is listening obeying others as in a slave that listens to her master. And that this inner voice is of ‘god’ of system. And its only interested in self-survival.

I forgive myself that haven’t allowed myself to see that the truth of me as literally lived was one of self interest wrapped in a acceptable emotion as fear.

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed to believe that fears are here to protect me.

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to believe that I’m trapped in a cage and that there is no way out.

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to believe that I was trapped for ever into infinity because of this system, god, something, that had more power then me.