22 december 2009
18 december 2009
The Seed- by Marlen&Jorn
As a seed I came to be
I cried myself to sleep
to not see the monsters that fed of me
I screamed until I dreamed
and every morning I wake up
I remind myself of my birth in this picture world
a being becoming
crawling and walking then running and talking
taking bumps and skratches,
leaving scars in flesh and bone
until the body decays and I am gone
from breath to death I sank deeper and deeper
into the world of light
swirling and shifting, shaking and breaking
making me sick,
I forgot how to cry
and how to let go of myself
struck by rays that penetrate me
even closing my eyes won't stop the pain inside
spread out like drops of rain
that exist in a fall
I see walls of shadow that draw lines of light
the light that is always too slow
and cannot reach into the black hole of the eye
so I fly as an arrow of sound through walls mind
that break and shatter and here I remain
I return where I began
like a seed on the wings of the wind
planted by the hands of time
pushing towards the sun, the warmth, the rays,
the place between heaven and earth
pressing my legs in the ground
giving it all I can
and then I see I am,
stuck like jam
I see I'm not me
I am still and I am silent
I see I'm not the seed
I see I am not
I see that I am what presses the matter as me
unfolding the seed that was given to see
I am what presses the matter, the seed as me
extending the bean
with strings of me
a being becoming
what I see is not me
what I see is still
what I see is not moving
what I see was already here
What I see is not me
what I see is seen before seeing
I see I'm not me
I see that I'm not
I see that I am
I am here
As a seed I came to be
I cried myself to sleep
to not see the monsters that fed of me
I screamed until I dreamed
and every morning I wake up
I remind myself of my birth in this picture world
14 december 2009
Equality Song with M FreeMan (ORIGINAL Artist)
All men are created free equal in life and liberty Freedom Equality Liberty Song
Equality is a Human Right Equal Money will solve many of the problems of the world-- do some common sense research for yourself
I Live in an Alternate Reality
My World is the Information that is Me
Its All Ive Ever Known that I can Be
My Thoughts Give Me
Some Security
Security
I Live in an Alternate Reality
To Escape the Truth of the Animosity
Thats All-Around as Far as the Eye can See
But I dont Wanna See
I dont Wanna See
Whatever Happened to Our Equality
Why cant We Live in This One Reality
Why cant We All be Free
We Made a Mess of This Reality
A Place where Life comes with Cruelty
Money buys Us a Fantasy
And lets Us Choose what we Wanna Be
But we dont Wanna See
This Should Be Heaven for Every-One
Life Lived Fully where All have Fun
Where No-One has Anything to Hide
And Life can No-Longer be Denied
No-More Denied
No-More Denied
Money is the Fuel that Gives Me
What I Need to Feel Free
From Having to Take Responsibility
I Go Wherever my Desire and my Fear Tells Me
My Fear Tells Me
To Not Have to Face my Anxiety
To Not Have to See the Inhumanity
The Inhumanity
Be the Key to Change Reality
Be the Key to End Atrocity
Make this World the Place it Must Be
Where Life is Lived in Dignity
(x2)
Where Life is Lived in Dignity
13 december 2009
"According to United Nations reports -- 2500 people are sold into slavery DAILY - Equal money will stop this greed and the world will change -- each one unwilling to give up their power that is provided by the current moneysystem and ideas that property provide freedom, is part of this atrocity and is a latent and pate...nt slave-trader"if you have questions and comments, place them on www.equal-money-for-all.ning.com --www.desteni-money.net -- www.youtube.com/equalmoneyforal
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6 december 2009
1 december 2009
My Story of Desteni - A Journey to Myself Bella
What I found during my search for 'truth' - was that no religion, no spiritual school or teaching was able to be practically applied by all equally - and that 'followers' were always left 'wanting more'; the 'search would never-end.
I had studied most religions, read many different books about who we are and how we’re supposed to ‘evolve’, I was involved in 'Spirituality' and ‘ascension schools’, searching for the ‘ultimate truth’, the ‘ultimate answer’ to this world out of which I could make no sense. There must be something more to it, I was telling myself. I wanted to understand. I wanted to change the world. I wanted to become a better person.
There was a time when I did not question the implication of belonging to a ‘select few’ that would apparently change the world. I wanted to be ‘special’. Yet with the time and with no actual answers - I began to wonder, and I asked myself:
Why is it that although so many apparent masters are on earth, sharing their teachings and prayers, nothing has actually ever changed in this world?
Why is it that children are being raped, innocent people abused and murdered?
Why is it that spitefulness and manipulation has become the very nature of our being, starting from a very young age within our own families?
How can self-interest be more valued than life itself?
Why is it that half of the world is starving when there is more than enough food for everyone on earth?
How can God exist and allow this to take place?
Why isn’t anyone really doing anything substantial about it all, and what can I possibly do?
And how come I am not even able to live in trust within my own family?
How come nobody is listening to anyone but themselves?
How come we live by beliefs which we haven’t even proven to ourselves, yet we fight and kill in the name of our beliefs?
Is this life? Can anyone be trusted? Can I trust myself?
I realized that I had placed all my faith and hope into something separate from me, something that possibly maybe hopefully exists out there somewhere and will one day save us. I realized that no religion has ever actually been lived equal and one; it has all been but empty words interpreted in different ways by different groups.
Spirituality was but another religion to keep us busy and distracted, so that we keep searching for ourselves out there somewhere ― struggling and arguing over different beliefs and different paths, different ‘levels of awareness’ and different methods of ‘ascension’ or ‘success’ ― while totally ignoring the truth of ourselves as this reality that is right in front of our eyes and goes straight through our hearts.
When I came across Desteni, I found something interesting ―a tool that can be practically applied by anyone: Self-Forgiveness.
I had read about Forgiveness before, always in religious or spiritual/philosophical context, and I’d noticed that those that spoke of forgiveness never applied it in fact to a full extent in the realization that this world exists as it does because we are what we have become.
This tool now presented a practical, self-directive approach to reality: SELF-Forgiveness. I had never heard of or applied Self-Forgiveness before and so I gave it a try. I began to write myself out. I looked at where I stand and I saw that I was not able to trust anything in life: not my family, not my job, not the future, not any relationship, not the welfare system, nothing at all. I couldn’t even trust myself.
My perception of reality was all the time changing within my mind, according to the philosophical or spiritual points of view I was following.
Yet who was I within all that? And why has nothing actually really changed in my life?
I looked at my life and I saw how I became who I am through my own acceptance and allowance, how I followed other people’s logic to define myself by, how I developed defence mechanisms to ensure my ‘survival’, how I isolated myself, how I existed in hope and despair at the same time ―because I had allowed my self-defeat: ‘That’s life and you’ve got to accept that’.
Hell no! I was not willing to accept that anymore!
I began to realize that I had never actually lived! Instead, just like everyone else, I was busy existing through knowledge and information passed on to me by others, applying self-management tools presented to me by the system (family, education, culture, religion, money) so that I can ‘survive’ and consider myself ‘lucky’.
Although I opposed and hated the System, I was still busy trying to be accepted, to fit-in somewhere somehow, I was suppressing myself and denying CommonSense, in order to fulfill the ‘standards’ of the conditions into which I was born.
Why?
Everyone wants to be a ‘good person’. Everyone wants to be loved. To ‘have’ that, we buy into Manipulation and Dishonesty ― in the name of ‘love’.
I was in absolute disgust with humanity, with what we call life, I was disgusted with myself seeing that I had given up on myself, on life, a long time ago – I had allowed and accepted all this to happen, I am equally responsible for everything!
How could we ever allow this?
Through the process of Self-Forgiveness, I saw how I had been fooling myself and how I had actually throughout my life developed all kinds of explanations, justifications, excuses, reasons for why I am who I am, and how I am.
I saw that if I wanted to be Self-honest and really get to know myself, if I wanted to be Self-responsible, I had to allow myself to see the dishonesty I’ve been existing in and as.
The past is what reveals to us how we’ve been conditioned and how we created the reality we are facing: ourselves and our world. I saw that if I don’t stop existing out of ‘my suitcase’ and Actually change myself completely in all ways, I would be creating my future out of conclusions and definitions of the past ― never changing, never breaking-free.
If I can forgive myself ― I set myself free. I am not subject to anyone else’s ability or inability to forgive me. I don’t wait. I move. I give myself back to me: To create myself as Life - to no longer exist in submission, regret, anger, blame, despair. I take Self-Responsibility, I set myself free and stand Equal to what I have allowed and created.
To change the world we must first be able to change ourselves. Equality of Life begins within Self.
This is the Message that Desteni presents:
Self-Honesty
Self-Responsibility
Self-Forgiveness
Self-Authority
in the Realization that who we really are as Life is Equal in All. Thus in Self-Honesty, one will do what's best for All. And what’s best for All, is best for Me.
Self=Life=Equal=All
When All are Equal as Creators - 'power' cannot exist; abuse cannot exist; greed cannot exist; Only Life - Here - for All as Equals - as who we really are as Life - to Never-again allow abuse, to Never-again allow deception, to Never-again allow exploitation and dishonor of Life as who we All Really Are.
Bella Bargilly
19 november 2009
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12 november 2009
8 november 2009
equal money for all
A conversation I had with my father
The points that we’ve discussed:
We have missed out of equality in all ways and didn’t understand what equality entails at all.
If we look at this world no one can deny that there is a lot of suffering going on, war, starvation, prostitution, human trafficking, animal abuse to name a few. And yet we remain inactive, we justify our numbness by using our religion, or statements, as this is just the way it is and we aren’t able to change anything.
Religion
We exclude all that are not willing to follow the same set of rules as we do whether in our culture, or our belief systems. Whether it is within our families or our circle of friends. We are not willing to include all being it’s all depending on the set of rules one is following. This doesn’t make sense when we would take all in consideration we won’t exclude anyone.
It has been written in the bible that we are created in the image and likeness of god, when you take another look at the fact that there is so much suffering in this world god must be a allowing this and therefore must be pure evil and we are made in his image and likeness so we are evil and allowing suffering to exist.
It also has been written in the bible that: “The root of all evil is the greed for money”, so its not money in it self but our greed for it, that what we all have in common what we have become in fact. If you don’t have money you want it and if you have money you want more of it. Money has become our real god, our love for money governs this world. And in this we exclude those who are suffering that are starving to death because we are too greedy to consider each being equally.
Arguing about whose responsible?
We accept and allow it so we all, each one individually are responsible.
Pointing fingers at others, blaming others doesn’t make sense and it will not move your self to establish change. If your room is a mess and you reason about whose to blame or responsible your not getting your room cleaned that’s common sense. You will not go argue about whose to blame if you want to have the room cleaned you will do it yourself.
Change
Another justification to hide behind is that we believe that we can’t change anything by ourselves we are only human, we believe that one person can’t change anything, each one individually is responsible so each one individually must stand up and take self responsibility for their actions. Common sense.
Facing what is here!
We are hoping that one day it will be paradise on earth somewhere in a future without even willing ourselves to face what is here, denying it. We humans are not really capable of facing what is real in front of our eyes.
We numb ourselves down with entertainment; we reward those who entertain us with huge amounts of money and those who are teaching our children we reward with a minimum wage.
That shows us already how we prioritise our need to entertain ourselves above LIFE those who are new in this world and those that are yet to come. We don’t honour them; no we disregard the children by not doing everything possible for all children to have equal opportunity during the time that has been given to them on this earth.
Instead Numbness rules entertainment remaining inactive has become the disease. The good man remain inactive while millions suffer has become the real evil in this world.
Equality
Equality is the key to life, if you want a good life for your children and exclude the ones of your neighbour and the ones that are starving to death every 5 seconds, you don’t honour life but you honour your self interest, greed, comfort above all other things.
Equality is the key to a dignified life for all. Without equality we manifest a world as it is today.
Without equality we destroy life, we abuse life, we abuse innocent beings, children, animals, the water we drink, the air we breathe.
We are such fools.
Equal money from birth to death is a basic human right!
Equal money for all is a practical interim solution to establish change so all have an opportunity to a dignified life. Equal money is a basic human right simply because you are in this world, you are here.
The points that we’ve discussed:
We have missed out of equality in all ways and didn’t understand what equality entails at all.
If we look at this world no one can deny that there is a lot of suffering going on, war, starvation, prostitution, human trafficking, animal abuse to name a few. And yet we remain inactive, we justify our numbness by using our religion, or statements, as this is just the way it is and we aren’t able to change anything.
Religion
We exclude all that are not willing to follow the same set of rules as we do whether in our culture, or our belief systems. Whether it is within our families or our circle of friends. We are not willing to include all being it’s all depending on the set of rules one is following. This doesn’t make sense when we would take all in consideration we won’t exclude anyone.
It has been written in the bible that we are created in the image and likeness of god, when you take another look at the fact that there is so much suffering in this world god must be a allowing this and therefore must be pure evil and we are made in his image and likeness so we are evil and allowing suffering to exist.
It also has been written in the bible that: “The root of all evil is the greed for money”, so its not money in it self but our greed for it, that what we all have in common what we have become in fact. If you don’t have money you want it and if you have money you want more of it. Money has become our real god, our love for money governs this world. And in this we exclude those who are suffering that are starving to death because we are too greedy to consider each being equally.
Arguing about whose responsible?
We accept and allow it so we all, each one individually are responsible.
Pointing fingers at others, blaming others doesn’t make sense and it will not move your self to establish change. If your room is a mess and you reason about whose to blame or responsible your not getting your room cleaned that’s common sense. You will not go argue about whose to blame if you want to have the room cleaned you will do it yourself.
Change
Another justification to hide behind is that we believe that we can’t change anything by ourselves we are only human, we believe that one person can’t change anything, each one individually is responsible so each one individually must stand up and take self responsibility for their actions. Common sense.
Facing what is here!
We are hoping that one day it will be paradise on earth somewhere in a future without even willing ourselves to face what is here, denying it. We humans are not really capable of facing what is real in front of our eyes.
We numb ourselves down with entertainment; we reward those who entertain us with huge amounts of money and those who are teaching our children we reward with a minimum wage.
That shows us already how we prioritise our need to entertain ourselves above LIFE those who are new in this world and those that are yet to come. We don’t honour them; no we disregard the children by not doing everything possible for all children to have equal opportunity during the time that has been given to them on this earth.
Instead Numbness rules entertainment remaining inactive has become the disease. The good man remain inactive while millions suffer has become the real evil in this world.
Equality
Equality is the key to life, if you want a good life for your children and exclude the ones of your neighbour and the ones that are starving to death every 5 seconds, you don’t honour life but you honour your self interest, greed, comfort above all other things.
Equality is the key to a dignified life for all. Without equality we manifest a world as it is today.
Without equality we destroy life, we abuse life, we abuse innocent beings, children, animals, the water we drink, the air we breathe.
We are such fools.
Equal money from birth to death is a basic human right!
Equal money for all is a practical interim solution to establish change so all have an opportunity to a dignified life. Equal money is a basic human right simply because you are in this world, you are here.
7 november 2009
18 oktober 2009
my experience with education as a parent
My daughter is just attending school this is my experience thus far.
The first prominent point I see when children enter the educational system and this already start when babies and toddlers entering day care is that teachers and caretakers are responding to them through dividing all and everything into ‘good’/’bad’. Praising children, responding to their actions either with ‘nice’ or ‘bad’ or other indications within the same polarity construct
Rewarding obedience with a compliment/rewarding disobedience with rejection: that’s a very nice thing to do/that’s not a nice thing to do.
What you see is what you become, being nice is something, which will be adopted and adapted as the accepted standard/way of surviving in a group within the educational system and later when you mature within society. How many times do we say each single day: “that’s such a nice thing to do or that’s really good very nicely done?”
We have been taught to program words into us as way to survive and to store our experience of ourselves into a polarity structure of mind. That’s how we address this world. The ‘game’ of winning and loosing is already introduced as well, and no one wants to stand on the losing side. All children at some point want to say and know the right answer and expect to be rewarded by the same construct/rules that what has been showed to them.
Every one for themselves can actually see how “being nice” as a reward to an individual action has screwed you with your perception of yourself especially regards interacting with others we’ve all been programmed to have multidimensional/interpretations connected to words e.g. such a simple word as nice. It starts with parents and then when we grow of age we enter the educational system and here through a new authority figure the teacher and your fellow classmates and your adopted survival techniques of wanting to be part of it, to stand your ground with no other tools then copying those around you within your sphere of influence you will program yourself to become that what you see and adopt and adapt this as you in fact.
Because really it isn’t that hard to observe this for yourself that we’re programmed to have multi dimensional interpretations connected to one word. And it isn’t that hard to see for your self when being with children that children do not understand this at all. Kids for example do not understand irony, sarcasm its something for grown ups those who already are complied (= act in accordance with a wish or command) within this specific set of rules. When a word has no physical substance to it young children do not understand what you are talking about. It’s programmed unto them by repetition through parents the teachers within the educational system and the method we use to teach them how to read as it has been taught to us and the ones that have came before us.
We force our ways unto our children, prepared already by the parents, to continue even further the minute they enter the educational system where acts of morality and polarity ‘lighthouse’ pointers of the system presented as the example as a means to stand their ground. We reward this behavior with approval because that’s all we know of, even before they are able to read they are prepared to adept to multidimensional interpretations of words/pictures/symbols in order for them to establish and adapt and adopt to morality and polarity constructs – meaning the child is developing ‘well’ within and as a system.
The current educational system is an enslavement system, for only one sole purpose to deliver proper ingrained and useful systems for the bigger system to serve.
The first prominent point I see when children enter the educational system and this already start when babies and toddlers entering day care is that teachers and caretakers are responding to them through dividing all and everything into ‘good’/’bad’. Praising children, responding to their actions either with ‘nice’ or ‘bad’ or other indications within the same polarity construct
Rewarding obedience with a compliment/rewarding disobedience with rejection: that’s a very nice thing to do/that’s not a nice thing to do.
What you see is what you become, being nice is something, which will be adopted and adapted as the accepted standard/way of surviving in a group within the educational system and later when you mature within society. How many times do we say each single day: “that’s such a nice thing to do or that’s really good very nicely done?”
We have been taught to program words into us as way to survive and to store our experience of ourselves into a polarity structure of mind. That’s how we address this world. The ‘game’ of winning and loosing is already introduced as well, and no one wants to stand on the losing side. All children at some point want to say and know the right answer and expect to be rewarded by the same construct/rules that what has been showed to them.
Every one for themselves can actually see how “being nice” as a reward to an individual action has screwed you with your perception of yourself especially regards interacting with others we’ve all been programmed to have multidimensional/interpretations connected to words e.g. such a simple word as nice. It starts with parents and then when we grow of age we enter the educational system and here through a new authority figure the teacher and your fellow classmates and your adopted survival techniques of wanting to be part of it, to stand your ground with no other tools then copying those around you within your sphere of influence you will program yourself to become that what you see and adopt and adapt this as you in fact.
Because really it isn’t that hard to observe this for yourself that we’re programmed to have multi dimensional interpretations connected to one word. And it isn’t that hard to see for your self when being with children that children do not understand this at all. Kids for example do not understand irony, sarcasm its something for grown ups those who already are complied (= act in accordance with a wish or command) within this specific set of rules. When a word has no physical substance to it young children do not understand what you are talking about. It’s programmed unto them by repetition through parents the teachers within the educational system and the method we use to teach them how to read as it has been taught to us and the ones that have came before us.
We force our ways unto our children, prepared already by the parents, to continue even further the minute they enter the educational system where acts of morality and polarity ‘lighthouse’ pointers of the system presented as the example as a means to stand their ground. We reward this behavior with approval because that’s all we know of, even before they are able to read they are prepared to adept to multidimensional interpretations of words/pictures/symbols in order for them to establish and adapt and adopt to morality and polarity constructs – meaning the child is developing ‘well’ within and as a system.
The current educational system is an enslavement system, for only one sole purpose to deliver proper ingrained and useful systems for the bigger system to serve.
26 september 2009
12 augustus 2009
21 juni 2009
Children and manipulation- question and answer
Q:
Why is my daughter experiencing anger and crying attacks when I ask her simple things such as getting dressed in the morning or to put her coat on when we go outside?
A:
Jozien - it's manipulation as an attempt to control her reality to establish her authority in her reality within the starting point of the definition of herself in giving herself the position of 'doing what she wants to do' and not what's being told or demanded of her to do - she's manifesting the polarity-opposite of how she's always experienced herself, see:
She's always 'been told or demanded' of 'what to do' and she complied - 'doing and existing as what has been told of her to do by/through another' - having no opportunity/ground within which she could establish her own natural self-expression here, and because of this - she's now manifested her 'perceived' self as 'who she is', by rebelling or manifesting herself as the opposite of what she's always done/been and experienced - going from compliance to demands to rebelling and 'doing what 'she' (of mind) wants to do'.
Therefore, she's become the 'control' that has been taught to her through 'demand of compliance' - and thus in turn 'demanding compliance of you/from you' according to 'what she wants' - to 'control' her reality and those in it.
Because within your approach as a 'mother' - a mother doesn't take the child into consideration, but handles the child as someone that needs to be taught and demanded of - to get them to comply to the rules of society according to how children should/must be - and this 'teaching' comes within the starting point within which you'd use any/all method to make sure the child does what you want them to do so that they can be how you want them to be - only taking yourself into consideration and not the child as you - so, see - she's doing exactly to you - what you did to her, only in a more extreme way so that you can see it within actual experience and at the same time, in this way - asking you to see 'her' - not as something you must mould/shape into you.
So, she's now trying/attempting to establish 'her own person'/being her own person - through control and manipulation - because that's all she's ever known - and she's seen the results in her own expression towards you - within your starting point of control/manipulation - and now she's doing the same with you - to get the same results as what she experienced = getting what she wants, as you got what you wanted through your expression towards her.
Jozien - do the attention-builder/word purifier with her - join her with that which she enjoys expressing herself within - playing with a ball, drawing, painting, dancing in the house with some music, reading with her/for her etc. - take a moment and 'spend time with her in that which she enjoys doing' - because that which she enjoys doing - within that and joining her unconditionally giving her the freedom to express in it - will assist and support in the development of her establishing her self-expression through and within something constructive/physical and not through the mind.
Then also - observe your starting point with her when asking something - are you demanding of her/doing it because 'she must' as within the starting point of control so that you can fulfill a defined construct within you as 'mother' where your child does what you demand/tell them to do from a controlling perspective - or are you asking her to do something from a perspective of common sense, taking her into consideration as you - for example: Zina - it's morning, to get the day started - must get dressed, unfortunately in this world - we can't walk around naked - come, get dressed with me - then get dressed with her, together. Be/become practical with her - walk with her as you.
Let me know if any further assistance required.
Veno
Why is my daughter experiencing anger and crying attacks when I ask her simple things such as getting dressed in the morning or to put her coat on when we go outside?
A:
Jozien - it's manipulation as an attempt to control her reality to establish her authority in her reality within the starting point of the definition of herself in giving herself the position of 'doing what she wants to do' and not what's being told or demanded of her to do - she's manifesting the polarity-opposite of how she's always experienced herself, see:
She's always 'been told or demanded' of 'what to do' and she complied - 'doing and existing as what has been told of her to do by/through another' - having no opportunity/ground within which she could establish her own natural self-expression here, and because of this - she's now manifested her 'perceived' self as 'who she is', by rebelling or manifesting herself as the opposite of what she's always done/been and experienced - going from compliance to demands to rebelling and 'doing what 'she' (of mind) wants to do'.
Therefore, she's become the 'control' that has been taught to her through 'demand of compliance' - and thus in turn 'demanding compliance of you/from you' according to 'what she wants' - to 'control' her reality and those in it.
Because within your approach as a 'mother' - a mother doesn't take the child into consideration, but handles the child as someone that needs to be taught and demanded of - to get them to comply to the rules of society according to how children should/must be - and this 'teaching' comes within the starting point within which you'd use any/all method to make sure the child does what you want them to do so that they can be how you want them to be - only taking yourself into consideration and not the child as you - so, see - she's doing exactly to you - what you did to her, only in a more extreme way so that you can see it within actual experience and at the same time, in this way - asking you to see 'her' - not as something you must mould/shape into you.
So, she's now trying/attempting to establish 'her own person'/being her own person - through control and manipulation - because that's all she's ever known - and she's seen the results in her own expression towards you - within your starting point of control/manipulation - and now she's doing the same with you - to get the same results as what she experienced = getting what she wants, as you got what you wanted through your expression towards her.
Jozien - do the attention-builder/word purifier with her - join her with that which she enjoys expressing herself within - playing with a ball, drawing, painting, dancing in the house with some music, reading with her/for her etc. - take a moment and 'spend time with her in that which she enjoys doing' - because that which she enjoys doing - within that and joining her unconditionally giving her the freedom to express in it - will assist and support in the development of her establishing her self-expression through and within something constructive/physical and not through the mind.
Then also - observe your starting point with her when asking something - are you demanding of her/doing it because 'she must' as within the starting point of control so that you can fulfill a defined construct within you as 'mother' where your child does what you demand/tell them to do from a controlling perspective - or are you asking her to do something from a perspective of common sense, taking her into consideration as you - for example: Zina - it's morning, to get the day started - must get dressed, unfortunately in this world - we can't walk around naked - come, get dressed with me - then get dressed with her, together. Be/become practical with her - walk with her as you.
Let me know if any further assistance required.
Veno
18 juni 2009
26 mei 2009
19 april 2009
Talking about others
Talking about others
Whenever I’m in a conversation talking about others I see how we talk about others without any selfdirection. It’s a reflection of who we are, if you didn’t direct yourself within what you realize in the moment when being with others you will end up looping yourself. It’s always an indicator of where you stand. If you talk about people from the startingpoint of I didn’t direct myself when the actual event occurred, you missed the point you missed the breath and the opportunity to direct yourself.
It’s the exact same thing. The nature of what you see in others is what you living yourself: missing the point to direct yourself.. And so we keep everything as it is until the point will occur again.
Talking about others without any selfdirection or practical solutions is pointless.
Whenever I’m in a conversation talking about others I see how we talk about others without any selfdirection. It’s a reflection of who we are, if you didn’t direct yourself within what you realize in the moment when being with others you will end up looping yourself. It’s always an indicator of where you stand. If you talk about people from the startingpoint of I didn’t direct myself when the actual event occurred, you missed the point you missed the breath and the opportunity to direct yourself.
It’s the exact same thing. The nature of what you see in others is what you living yourself: missing the point to direct yourself.. And so we keep everything as it is until the point will occur again.
Talking about others without any selfdirection or practical solutions is pointless.
16 april 2009
Questions to assist with exploring the issue of money
Questions to assist with exploring the issue of money
for everyone- -by Gabriel Zamora Moreno
"If i had no money, who would i be ?"
totally fucked
I would have no self esteem, no house, no money, no friends, nothing. Society would spit me out,they would see me as a looser. Unwanted an outcast.
"if i had a billion, who would i be ?"
I would feel great, no more worries about money
"if someone gave me a billion, who would i be?"
Grateful and greedy
"if someone stole all my money, who would i be?"
Very angry
"if i worked and didn't get my pay at the end of the month, who would i be?"
Very fucking angry
"if i suddenly had children to take care of financially, who would i be?"
worried
"if the government would seize all my property, who would i be?"
Beyond fucking angry
"if i was in enormous debt, who would i be?"
scared
"in all those situations, would i remain the same?"
NO, NO, NO
I would react big time because really come on lack of MONEY will reveal your real colours- not a pretty sight.
Conclusion- we are fucked and trapped in and by the money system.
Solution!
An agreement on a new set of rules of an One and Equal money system for all from birth to death. This will change all outflows of us humans and how we exist.
Who would I be, without money?
There is not such a thing of who I would be when existing as in having lack of money or having no money at all. There is no "WHO AM I" . No not at all. There is only survival to be concerned about, currently many do live like this in the world.
Who would I be when I would have been born into a family without money at all. No there is no equality in this world, it depends on where you are born.
Many see that the world is one, It's time to realize and walk the practical solutions that we are ALL One and Equal.
for everyone- -by Gabriel Zamora Moreno
"If i had no money, who would i be ?"
totally fucked
I would have no self esteem, no house, no money, no friends, nothing. Society would spit me out,they would see me as a looser. Unwanted an outcast.
"if i had a billion, who would i be ?"
I would feel great, no more worries about money
"if someone gave me a billion, who would i be?"
Grateful and greedy
"if someone stole all my money, who would i be?"
Very angry
"if i worked and didn't get my pay at the end of the month, who would i be?"
Very fucking angry
"if i suddenly had children to take care of financially, who would i be?"
worried
"if the government would seize all my property, who would i be?"
Beyond fucking angry
"if i was in enormous debt, who would i be?"
scared
"in all those situations, would i remain the same?"
NO, NO, NO
I would react big time because really come on lack of MONEY will reveal your real colours- not a pretty sight.
Conclusion- we are fucked and trapped in and by the money system.
Solution!
An agreement on a new set of rules of an One and Equal money system for all from birth to death. This will change all outflows of us humans and how we exist.
Who would I be, without money?
There is not such a thing of who I would be when existing as in having lack of money or having no money at all. There is no "WHO AM I" . No not at all. There is only survival to be concerned about, currently many do live like this in the world.
Who would I be when I would have been born into a family without money at all. No there is no equality in this world, it depends on where you are born.
Many see that the world is one, It's time to realize and walk the practical solutions that we are ALL One and Equal.
15 april 2009
Trust
Trust
After a conversation I had, I see that I can only trust that what is here within the walking within the physical expression, the selfexpression here as me and others.
I see how I always relied on words spoken in the past within certain moments and that I trusted these words as an agreement of trust.
I realized that I cannot put trust in this.
The only trust I can have which is real is what is here immediate in the moment and that trust as within words spoken by someone else is not something to put trust in. It will fuck you
I can only find out when we walk together,within the actuality of us and see who the other is and who I am while we are living the words spoken.
After a conversation I had, I see that I can only trust that what is here within the walking within the physical expression, the selfexpression here as me and others.
I see how I always relied on words spoken in the past within certain moments and that I trusted these words as an agreement of trust.
I realized that I cannot put trust in this.
The only trust I can have which is real is what is here immediate in the moment and that trust as within words spoken by someone else is not something to put trust in. It will fuck you
I can only find out when we walk together,within the actuality of us and see who the other is and who I am while we are living the words spoken.
9 april 2009
What if I am wrong?
When I have clarity but do not direct myself within clarity but instead I hold myself back. Between the moment of clarity and holding back I experience fear I experience FEAR pertrifying FEAR
I FEAR the FEAR
Its not an external fear in terms of that something outside triggered the fear e.g I fear a person or a reaction within the other- which is cloaked fear of self
No it’s internal , the fear of the fear. Direct here within myself.
There is no way out, SF won’t do the trick anymore so to speak. Nope I have to walk through it.
In the moment that I’m able to walk the correction in terms of a event , that I actually can walk the corrective application here in the physical as me standing as me here as me – I hold back
What’s behind it?
Not wanting to take responsibility, afraid of taking self responsibility.
What if I make that post, what if I correct others as me within the clarity that’s me?
What if I am wrong?
What does this imply?
That I have to take responsibility for my words, for my deeds here within the actuality of me instead within the clarity wherein I do not direct myself but can always relay on this clarity as an source hidden away from everyone, only existing in my mind, the illusionair realms, and from there it’s already creating morality.
Fuck- knownledge is useless when not lived
It locks into female ego and from there into the mothermatrix.
So I hold back – keep everything as it – accepting and allowing everything as it is- not ‘able’ to push myself through the point of pertrifying fear
Particpating in the same thing over and over again, hoping that one day it will have a different outcome?
Within the holding back there comes sadness,deep sadness.
It has been pointed out to me that when I’m holding back I’m afraid to show to myself that I actually have transcended the point, that I’m actually walking the correction.
How fucking stupid is this?
It’s stupidity
I start seeing that the physical is the only place that is real and that every correction is a physical correction.You have to physicaly correct yourself, you have to become it and then it’s a expression of me here within the physical. Me as Self Expression not within any realm of the mind, but here within me as the expression of me here within the physical, within my body.
OK
I stop
I see the point
I walk the correction
I see that real change is possible
I FEAR the FEAR
Its not an external fear in terms of that something outside triggered the fear e.g I fear a person or a reaction within the other- which is cloaked fear of self
No it’s internal , the fear of the fear. Direct here within myself.
There is no way out, SF won’t do the trick anymore so to speak. Nope I have to walk through it.
In the moment that I’m able to walk the correction in terms of a event , that I actually can walk the corrective application here in the physical as me standing as me here as me – I hold back
What’s behind it?
Not wanting to take responsibility, afraid of taking self responsibility.
What if I make that post, what if I correct others as me within the clarity that’s me?
What if I am wrong?
What does this imply?
That I have to take responsibility for my words, for my deeds here within the actuality of me instead within the clarity wherein I do not direct myself but can always relay on this clarity as an source hidden away from everyone, only existing in my mind, the illusionair realms, and from there it’s already creating morality.
Fuck- knownledge is useless when not lived
It locks into female ego and from there into the mothermatrix.
So I hold back – keep everything as it – accepting and allowing everything as it is- not ‘able’ to push myself through the point of pertrifying fear
Particpating in the same thing over and over again, hoping that one day it will have a different outcome?
Within the holding back there comes sadness,deep sadness.
It has been pointed out to me that when I’m holding back I’m afraid to show to myself that I actually have transcended the point, that I’m actually walking the correction.
How fucking stupid is this?
It’s stupidity
I start seeing that the physical is the only place that is real and that every correction is a physical correction.You have to physicaly correct yourself, you have to become it and then it’s a expression of me here within the physical. Me as Self Expression not within any realm of the mind, but here within me as the expression of me here within the physical, within my body.
OK
I stop
I see the point
I walk the correction
I see that real change is possible
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